this one is for Mary I left her long ago
and lived to tell the story of what I have to show
for all the times I’ve ruined my life

When midnight feels like morning and fire lights my way
for such an avid talker I don’t have much to say
For all the times I’ve ruined my life, for all the times I’ve ruined my life

And this one kills my head lamps and hides me in the woods
I try to say I’m sorry Id wake up if I could
it’s all the times I’ve ruined my life

And this one has me lying beneth a light bulb moon
asking god permission to talk to Shannon Hoon
All the times I’ve ruined my life

Some seal dissolves from our eyelids before, full of somewhere the fog, just pull over now
cause this sinks before and tells you to forget. Your always empty pockets and monumental debt
it’s all the times I’ve ruined my life…..

Some seal dissolves from our eyelids before